think

I think I don't have anything to say today because today is just average...

try

I'll try..

deep

this story still in my mind..
haha...

dizzy

I've got dizzy because many things to do..

tomorrow

I hope tomorrow will be a good day and my organization program will be held successfully...

tonight

this story about tonight...
many things happen tonight,
did I say that this is about my problem ...
haha...
first is my friend asked me about her exercise book but I don't know about it. I said that her book I gave to her friend but her friend didn't tell about that and know her book is gone, I don't know what I have to do to get it back..
second, 2 days later my organization has a program but I don't have any preparation to that program..
I hope it will success....
third, I think I have solved this problem that has bothered me...
but not everything can be solved all tonight..
I also hope I can solve it alone..

really strong and weak

Actually I don't know what I have to write but I think everything that happened lately can be interesting to the others...
first, I lost my flash disk in the GL/GM room. at that time I was attending meeting of my organization so my senior asked for my flash disk because he needed the data inside and then I gave it to him but when I asked him about my flash disk in the lunch time he didn't know my flash disk he just showed me some flash disk that he collected from some other members in my organization and I didn't find my flash disk there so I lost it..
and I did nothing...
so stupid...
after that I got angry from my parents because I always went home late and they said "do not really focus in organization but focus in my study" I just keep silent and say nothing...
so stupid..
and today, I haven't finished my morsyin assignment and tomorrow I also have structure mid-examination...
the problem is I am too lazy and tired and my feeling is not well too...
but I will try until this eyes can hold anymore,...
wish me luck..

good day

I want to write about my last two days experienced and my last experienced...
in the last two days I came in to two different place but same agenda, first I had to attend raker in ESA and in the same time I had to attend musker in FKPWI, for the first time I doubted I could attend both of it but fortunately I could attend both of them even though I had to move from one agenda to another agenda but so far I did it both of them...
I was really happy at that time..
and in yesterday I came in to my brother's friend wedding party, that party really glorious. I went there with my classmates we had a long trip to her house and we back home at the night..
so far it was really fun...

same problem

hello guys...
meet me again in daily post..
actually I don't post everyday but I'll try to post everyday...
you know what to do if you don't brave and not confidence to speak in front of many people??
that is just not general problem for some people but it is also my problem that I haven't fix until now...
what I feel is there's a feeling that constrain me to do something and it's almost afraid of making any mistake...
even though I have known that making mistake is alright as long as we can fix it and people can't become true if they don't feel making any mistake...
and yesterday I forgot to post because I was too tired and I just slept when I came home...
I think it's a good excuse if someone has a question why I didn't post yesterday..
you know there is always someone out of there that always ask about something..
haha...
before I finish it I want to say "never afraid to make a mistake, that is what we called by the process of learn" ..

poetry

THE SACRIFICE OF IPHIGENIA (from "Agamemnon")

by: Aeschylus

OW long and long from wintry Strymon blew
The weary, hungry, anchor-straining blasts,
The winds that wandering seamen dearly rue,
Nor spared the cables worn and groaning masts;
And, lingering on, in indolent delay,
Slow wasted all the strength of Greece away.
But when the shrill-voiced prophet 'gan proclaim
That remedy more dismal and more dread
Than the drear weather blackening overhead,
And spoke in Artemis' most awful name,
The sons of Atreus, 'mid their armed peers,
Their sceptres dashed to earth, and each broke out in tears,
And thus the elder king began to say:
"Dire doom! to disobey the gods' commands!
More dire, my child, mine house's pride, to slay,
Dabbling in virgin blood a father's hands.
Alas! alas! which way to fly?
As base deserter quit the host,
The pride and strength of our great league all lost?
Should I the storm-appeasing rite deny,
Will not their wrathfullest wrath rage up and swell?
Exact the virgin's blood?--oh, would 't were o'er and well!"

So, 'neath Necessity's stern yoke he passed,
And his lost soul, with impious impulse veering,
Surrendered to the accursed unholy blast,
Warped to the dire extreme of human daring.
The frenzy of affliction still
Maddens, dire counselor, man's soul to ill.

So he endured to be the priest
In that child-slaughtering rite unblest,
The first full offering of that host
In fatal war for a bad woman lost.

The prayers, the mute appeal to her hard sire,
Her youth, her virgin beauty,
Naught heeded they, the chiefs for war on fire.
So to the ministers of that dire duty
(First having prayed) the father gave the sign,
Like some soft kid, to lift her to the shrine.

There lay she prone,
Her graceful garments round her thrown;
But first her beauteous mouth around
Their violent bonds they wound,
With their rude inarticulate might,
Lest her dread curse the fatal house should smite.
But she her saffron robe to earth let fall:
The shaft of pity from her eye
Transpierced that awful priesthood--one and all.
Lovely as in a picture stood she by
As she would speak. Thus at her father's feasts
The virgin, 'mid the reveling guests,
Was wont with her chaste voice to supplicate
For her dear father an auspicious fate.

I saw no more! to speak more is not mine;
Not unfulfilled was Calchas' lore divine.
Eternal justice still will bring
Wisdom out of suffering.
So to the fond desire farewell,
The inevitable future to foretell;
'Tis but our woe to antedate;
Joint knit with joint, expands the full-formed fate.
Yet at the end of these dark days
May prospering weal return at length;
Thus in his spirit prays
He of the Apian land the sole remaining strength.

free time

even though today is not Sunday but I felt today is my free day, can you imagine that you didn't have something to do because your lecturer didn't come and it made you went out from the class earlier...
it happened to me today, I enjoy today with my friends and I could take a rest on the noon that usually I can do...
after the class over me and my friends gathered and sang together, it made me feel free than before and after that we went to my friend rent house. while the others did their activities I just slept and after that I went to campus again with my friend to attended the meeting but while I was waiting I met my old friend and we talked together until the meeting began. after the meeting I went to futsal arena because me and my friends will played futsal but unfortunately we couldn't play because the futsal field has already booked by someone else.
so I just back home after I drank tea together with my friends...

secret behind the secret

today was very tired, I felt tired in my mind and my heart...
many works to do and I had to think about it...
but it was not the worst in this part because I got angry from someone and I even didn't now my false and I think I didn't make any mistake...
fortunately I can hold my self and just ignored what she said, what ever...
so many questions today,
and I can't answer it by my self but I have friends who will help me to answer it..
not many story today that differ from the other day..
so do not ever get bored to read my blog..
because I'll try the best that I can...
there are secret behind the secret in this life and I still try to find it..

It still beginning

I haven't post for two days, so today I'm going to post in my blog..
what can happen in these two days...
first, I failed to get the scholarship because I didn't get the signature from my lecturer...
maybe God still have another plan for me or maybe I should try harder than before..
I have to accept it and I will find another scholarship in other place...
I also hope my friends who registered will get the scholarship and perhaps they will treat me and my friends...
in the next day,
I had meeting with ESA members the organization in my campus. we talked about the program of our ESA in the future. In that day everything didn't happen like what I expected until midnight but so far I loved that day...
today,
I don't know what I have to tell you about today, I just felt so so....
in the morning I did exercise and I hoped tomorrow will become bright day for me and for everyone around me...
God bless you all...

happy but not happy

today I had a class like usual,
morning class was not very easy because the teacher got angry to us and the situation was not very friendly but after all she could forgive us and we had to promise to be better and must to promise that we would collect our assignment completely and that's all this morning which I passed ....
after that our class has an idea to hold and a meeting to talk about our class for the next...
and at that time we shared our mind and everything that we felt wrong from us..
it was really nice because we rarely did something like that, and it's happen because we had some problem with some lecturer so we had to talk about that..
and finally we had talked about that and the result we had to be grower than before..
and this noon we proved it in structure class, we really act in different way, there was no unnecessary comment anymore..
I hope it will still like that for a long time...
and in the afternoon we met our lecturer to talk about our problem and finally she agreed to forgive us...
and I feel happy today but not really after I had the way out for my problem..
haha..
alhamdulillah..

unexpected day

this morning I hoped I could pass it with easily but my wished not came true...
this morning our lecturer got angry to us, until now I don't know why, some of my friends said that it's because our class too crowded and it made our lecturer got angry and she didn't say anything to us until the end of the time and after that she got up from the chair and said see you in the next year....
we were all get shocked and didn't know what to say anymore..
after that I went to met my academic guide, we made promise to meet at 9.30 so me and my friend went there to meet him, but after we waited for a while one of my senior said that the lecturer that I was looking for was sick and he couldn't come today, it's really made me upset because I really need his sign for scholarship...
after that, before the last class there was heavy rain and I couldn't go anywhere so I couldn't have my lunch...
in the afternoon, I went to the my friend rent house to made my homework but when I wanted to back home there was heavy rainfall again so I had to wait until the rain was stop...
in home I really tired and I just wanted to go to the bed as soon as I can...

presentation

it's about my presentation today..
actually I didn't really get the idea about what I had to presented but I tried to do the best..
I came earlier to the campus and discussed with my friends..
but my mind was not there at that time so I didn't follow them while they tried to comprehended the material..
I had many works to do for this week...
and the result, my friends really boring with my presentation...
I didn't know what happened today..
it just like..
even I can't explain what had happened..
but in the afternoon some bright time by time came too me,
and in the home I felt better than before..
I hope tomorrow will become better for me and for my life...

Horror story

Cinderella

Once upon a time there lived an unhappy young girl. Her mother was dead and her father had married a widow with two daughters. Her stepmother didn't like her one little bit. All her kind thoughts and loving touches were for her own daughters. Nothing was too good for them - dresses, shoes, delicious food, soft beds, and every home comfort. But, for the poor unhappy girl, there was nothing at all. No dresses, only her stepsisters’ hand-me-downs. No lovely dishes, nothing but scraps. No rest and no comfort. She had to work hard all day. Only when evening came was she allowed to sit for a while by the fire, near the cinders. That’s why everybody called her Cinderella.

Cinderella used to spend long hours all alone talking to the cat. The cat said, “Miaow“, which really meant, “Cheer up! You have something neither of your stepsisters has and that is beauty.” It was quite true. Cinderella, even dressed in old rags, was a lovely girl. While her stepsisters, no matter how splendid and elegant their clothes, were still clumsy, lumpy and ugly and always would be.

One day, beautiful new dresses arrived at the house. A ball was to be held at the palace and the stepsisters were getting ready to go. Cinderella didn't even dare ask if she could go too. She knew very well what the answer would be: “You? You're staying at home to wash the dishes, scrub the floors and turn down the beds for your stepsisters.” They will come home tired and very sleepy. Cinderella sighed, “Oh dear, I'm so unhappy!” and the cat murmured “Miaow.”

Suddenly something amazing happened. As Cinderella was sitting all alone, there was a burst of light and a fairy appeared. “Don't be alarmed, Cinderella,” said the fairy. “I know you would love to go to the ball. And so you shall!” “How can I, dressed in rags?” Cinderella replied. “The servants will turn me away!”

The fairy smiled. With a flick of her magic wand Cinderella found herself wearing the most beautiful dress she had ever seen. “Now for your coach,” said the fairy; "A real lady would never go to a ball on foot! Quick! Get me a pumpkin!” “Oh of course,” said Cinderella, rushing away. Then the fairy turned to the cat. “You, bring me seven mice, and, remember they must be alive!”

Cinderella soon returned with the pumpkin and the cat with seven mice he had caught in the cellar. With a flick of the magic wand the pumpkin turned into a sparkling coach and the mice became six white horses, while the seventh mouse turned into a coachman in a smart uniform and carrying a whip. Cinderella could hardly believe her eyes.

“You shall go to the ball Cinderella. But remember! You must leave at midnight. That is when my spell ends. Your coach will turn back into a pumpkin and the horses will become mice again. You will be dressed in rags and wearing clogs instead of these glass slippers! Do you understand?” Cinderella smiled and said, “Yes, I understand!”

Cinderella had a wonderful time at the ball until she heard the first stroke of midnight! She remembered what the fairy had said, and without a word of goodbye she slipped from the Prince’s arms and ran down the steps. As she ran she lost one of her slippers, but not for a moment did she dream of stopping to pick it up! If the last stroke of midnight were to sound... oh... what a disaster that would be! Out she fled and vanished into the night.

The Prince, who was now madly in love with her, picked up the slipper and said to his ministers, “Go and search everywhere for the girl whose foot this slipper fits. I will never be content until I find her!” So the ministers tried the slipper on the foot of every girl in the land until only Cinderella was left.

“That awful untidy girl simply cannot have been at the ball,” snapped the stepmother. “Tell the Prince he ought to marry one of my two daughters! Can't you see how ugly Cinderella is?”

But, to everyone’s amazement, the shoe fitted perfectly.

Suddenly the fairy appeared and waved her magic wand. In a flash, Cinderella appeared in a splendid dress, shining with youth and beauty. Her stepmother and stepsisters gaped at her in amazement, and the ministers said, “Come with us Cinderella! The Prince is waiting for you.“

So Cinderella married the Prince and lived happily ever. As for the cat, he just said “Miaow!”

my sunday

today I wanted to finish my paper assignment but there was always problem that I met. I wanted to finish it as soon as possible because this assignment has given to us for three weeks and until now I still can't finish it. maybe it is because from my self I am too lazy to make it.
I don't know why I always met stuck in idea and it made me lazy to continue it, in other hand, some of my friend has finished it because they were really made it and they have strong desire to finish it.
now, I try to make it as much as I can until the deadline I have to finish it and I don't want my lecturer get angry to me because I'm not finish my homework and I want high score for this semester.
I will make it and I don't want my laziness stop me from finish it..
wish me luck and finish it..
haha..

naruto

this story based on comic from Japan which title Naruto...
it's about a boy who name is Naruto, he wanted to become great ninja in his village that is called Konoha village....
but this boy was unskillful person and he tried to be the best one with his own way..
because of that he trained and trained every day from one teacher to another teacher..
he had many problem to become the best ninja but finally he become greater than before..
you have to read this comic because this comic really interesting with many action and many lesson that we can get from it

story from comic

I have read the comic with the tittle is Dragon Drive...
the story begin with a young boy who really like playing game but and little bit lazy in his school. He has tried all games but never finish it until the end just like his life he never end something that he started.
he has a childhood friend and she really care of him, she want him to become more seriously in did something.
one day, she brought he to the new game that really famous in japan but only teenagers who knew about this game.
and finally he joined with this game..
and the journey begin..
he really shocked at that time because he got weak dragon while every one had big and strong dragon, but he still tried to play and control his dragon..
and after that he realized that he had to believe his dragon and after that his dragon showed his real power..
after that the dragon become really strong and the journey continue become more harder...